Ok, I have a problem, and I know the first step to overcoming a problem is to admit you have a problem so we can just count this as the first step to a healthier me right?
Wait what's my problem?
Oh yeah, sorry, I have acute incurable penis envy. There I said it, now somebody pass me a fucking doughnut and some OJ after the "hi's and welcomes" calm down.
I don't think I ever went through the entire "denial phase". I have always loved penis, despite the fact they are possibly the most hilarious looking part of a human body and hang around with nuts I love them.
Everyone I have ever been madly in love with had a penis.
Short of having one of my own the penis is pretty much perfect. It's like a thermometer only it rises in the occasion of attraction instead of temperature. The rest of the time it just hangs there, all awesome and hilarious. I have to give credit to the penis for being involved in the creation of all 3 of my children. Yeah it's obviously remarkable.
However I also have to admit that my reason for penis envy is indeed for 1 solitary reason.
Just one, out of all the wonderful things a penis allows you to do.
Pee in the snow, write your name, miss the toilet, be embarrassed in middle school by random wood, hide behind pleated dockers, and drive a chicks head into the wall. Yeah those are all great, but I really am envious of 1 and only 1 thing. Me and Demi Moore share our envy issues.
I WISH I HAD A PENIS SO I COULD TELL PEOPLE TO SUCK IT.
literally that's it. I mean sure I would love to just bend over the numbnuts in the medical field and ram them with a hefty member but honestly I think I would feel just as satisfied as if I could stone face look at them and say,
"suck my dick"
If I had a dick I would probably go ahead and trade 5000 words out of my lexicon just to be able to stone faced look at someone and say, "suck my dick" and then offer up a dick.
This is probably one of the many reasons I don't have a dick, because whoever was in charge of passing out penis, said, " oh hell no, this is a bitch, no dick for her, she will have everyone sucking it". They were right.
Examples from just today-
New Brain Surgeon- blahdy blah blah, blah shit you have heard for 10 years, blah blah shit you have heard, blah, shit that is irrelevant, blah, anyone could die anytime, you could get hit by a bus leaving here, blah blah blah.
Me- "oh I see, well in that case, SUCK MY DICK"
Post office worker- uhm no, you have to buy another box, they are over there were you stood in line for 20 minutes, no I am not going to help you even though you asked, yes I realize I am sitting on a fucking stool watching TV but I will sell you a stamp for you to stick on your letter then tell you to put it in a slot in the wall that leads to a basket under my hand but I wont do it for you.
Me-" Oh ok, sorry to bother you by actually parking the car and staggering in then waiting in line 3 times because you couldn't get your fat ass off the stool to actually do your job, or mailing a letter, so instead of getting back in line can you go ahead and just SUCK MY DICK?"
Neurologist- You didn't have a seizure during the 30 minute eeg, but that doesn't mean you don't have them so you officially can't drive for a full year starting today. Oh and here's some medicine that will make you feel like I punched you in the vagina.
Me- " So I don't have seizures? or I do? or what? never mind just go ahead and SUCK MY DICK."
Lady at the refill pharmacy- no that rx is expired, no that one can't be renewed until tomorrow, these 5 are a week late refilling, and this one you need to come back in 6 days to get.
Me- " oh well they just told me I am not allowed to drive anymore for an entire year and I live pretty far away from here, so if you could fill anything that needs to be filled for the next 2 weeks that would be awesome and save me from going without my medicines as prescribed, since I can't drive and all.
Bitch / Lady- NO
ME- "OH OK, HOW ABOUT YOU JUST SUCK MY DICK THEN"
French Neurosurgeon- bladee, blah voila, tres blah, cava , blah, uh duh twa, blah, I am so good looking and french I will distract you with my laid back attitude and frenchness. blah,
Me- " Je parle en frances, poir fe vour SUCK MY DICK"
Gas Pump- $3.39
ME- "SUCK MY DICK"
Dog hair on the floor - no need to sweep just scream
ME- "SUCK MY DICK"
Dinner? Family? what ? I got nothing...
ME- " SUCK MY DICK"
ME- "SUCK MY DICK"
I should just get white business cards with the words, " SUCK MY DICK" on them, nothing else, just pass them out to everyone I meet thus cutting straight to the chase.
Honestly I really believe I could live remainder of my entire life just using those 3 words, if of course, I actually had a dick, until then, it's an empty threat. ( ha, no penis? empty? get it? ha? shit I am funny right? no? well then to you I say, " SUCK MY DICK")